Category: Children


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(i was told that I needed to share this, tho the content cuts deep. So here I am baring all)

         What do you do?

What do you do
When your child is blue?
What do you say,
When they tell you,
” Mom its okay.

I stopped depending
on you years ago.
Mom don’t cry.
I will take this slow…

Me & my sister
Took care of you
You were asleep
When I had the flu.

She held my hand
And hugged me tight,
When I had nightmares
In the night.

MOM, MOM!
I don’t blame you!

What could you do?
You couldn’t even get
Out of bed!
You didn’t even have
Use of your legs!

Mom, you asked me why.
Yes of course I see you try.
But…
Dont you see?
It’s to late.
Now it’s your turn
To wait.

You are always sick,
Trying not to feel blue.
Don’t you know,
I hate this too?

But I’m almost grown now,
I’m about to leave.
You can’t mother me now,
Even tho your heart
Is on your sleeve.

Please Mom,
Do not cry.
Because of you,
I dont need to try,
To live on my own,
Because the years
Have already shown,
   That I can.

I love you mom.
I will miss you
when I go.
It’s just you wern’t
There for me,
As I had to grow”

   What do you do
When its almost to late?
What do you say
When they tell you it’s fate?

What do you do?

ML.

(My eldest wrote a beautiful n touching response to this, n gave her permission to share it with all of you. It will warm even the coldest heart.)

Blessed be my friends

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when I was 18, I got on the norplant birthcontrol. For those of you who dont know what it is, its these capsules that they insert in your underarm am its birthcontrol for 5 years.
Well turns out I was allergic to it. I went from 135lbs to 200 in 9months, I bled nonstop n developed hypoglycimia n the worst at the time was my gums started to bleed and I got red streaks up and down my arm.
Thats what finally convinced the docs to take them out. Well it had been a year n the darn things moved around. They were able to take out three, but left two in because of how they moved.
Well I got pregnant. (not suposed to happen)
  Than three weeks later they got the other two out.
Right from the begining I had problems. I ended up on bedrest, which I tried to follow but I had a one n a half year old n a husbsnd in prison for throwing me down a flight of stairs.
Needless to say 6weeks before I was due, my water broke. Come to find out, I had a small tear in my placenta before that n bacteria got in.
They started to induce me but it didnt work. After 14hours both me n my baby were sick.
They had to do an emergancy c-section n I was convulsing the whole time.
My daughter came out sick, small an irregular heartbeat, but strong n alive.
They kept us both in the hospital for two weeks
But we were both finally well enough to go home.

Blessed be my friends