Category: dispair


Why I am so blue

Filed under: dispair, family, Illness, Living, Poetry, poetry challange — 8 Comments
April 27, 2011

I am blue

because this is what

I’ve been trying to do.

I’ve been wrighting articles

to make some cash

Because after bills

there is non of that.

But I havn’t heard anything back

I’ve been trying to sell

my antique stuff

Because I can no longer

bother,

Trying to dust.

I had to split my book

into two

so I’ve been reformatting

and it’s all so new.

Here is the one

that is the worst

I used to be someone

and now I am trying to prove

all that I had done.

Writing letters

to strangers  all day long

asking for help

so when I am gone

My girls

will know that I wasn’t just

a brain damaged

heart and body broke

song.

So I am blue

Because

I just don’t know

what to do

to make it all come true.

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If I could find

Filed under: dispair, Living, Love, Poetry, poetry challange — 5 Comments
April 24, 2011

This is a song I wrote a couple months ago.

One of these days I will get to the piano and record the music that goes with,

in the meantime, Here is my song.

If I Could Find

If I Could Find

A million reasons

from my mind.

 

If I could cope

There would be reason for your hope

 

If I could find

If I could Find

A reason to lose my mind

 

Than I could cope

So you could hope

All over again.

 

If I could dream

Things would be better than they seem

If I could dream

I wouldn’t be falling apart

at the seams.

 

But you try

You try to hide

How you hurt

 

But you seem

You seem

to breathe better

If I try

If I try

To cast out the hurt

 

If I try

Try to hide

How bad I hurt.

 

 

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