Category: dispair


A Ghost in the Machine

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March 24, 2012

I wander about
A ghost in the machine.
The machine of exsistance
I’ve forgotten all my dreams.

“Where is Luna?”
I’m standing right here!
“Oh well, so how’s your day?”
Noone sees my tears…

I’m covered in blood and glass
my brain empty, sept for gas.
No more ahead of the class
See right through me, can’t even pass.

Nothing left but fear and pain
It’s a wonder I can remember my name
Cuz I am a ghost
A ghost in the machine.

About to lose everything
Except for love & home
The shadow in the corner
That is where I roam.

A ghost
in the
Machine.

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~~~~~~~~~~~How~~~~~~~~~~~~

Filed under: cancer, Death, dispair, family, Illness, Love, luna's world, luna'sworld, lunawitch15, mom, Poetry, sorrow, thoughts — 3 Comments
August 12, 2011

A Mother is a mother still

The holiest thing alive.

~ Coleridge

How do I tell her

that its okay?

it’s okay to go away?

How do I tell her

its okay to let go?

I will watch the others grow?

How do I tell her

How do I tell her?

How much longer

can She stay this way?

terrible pain, every day?

How much longer

can She endure?

with Pain so Pure?

How much longer

How much Longer?

What can I do

but be there through the pain

As Her tears fall like rain?

What can I do

but tell Her I love her

                                                   Wish I was more like her?

How do I tell Her?

How much Longer?

What can I do?

But stay strong?

Death lies on Her

Like an untimely frost

Upon the sweetest flower of all the field.

~Shakspeare

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