Category: dispair


I fell
on my daughters 17 birthday
all I could think was no way
no way.
not today.
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I am trying not get on the pot
i really am trying.
or I don’t know
maybe I’m not.
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My daughter had to take care of me
on her birthday.
and I just want to say.
it sucks.
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Its just her and me
again you see
she’s been up
for over 24 hours
yup.
taking care of me.
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again.
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So I am looking around
for a shining light
knowing its gotta come from within
but i think that maybe
its gone aground.
I’m too tired
I’m growing thin.
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maybe its the pain talking
I just don’t know
but I AM the one who should
care for her
taking care of me
how can she grow?
I just don’t know.
I just don’t know..
I just don’t know….
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Please watch this video it is a very beautiful song by Disturbed.
There is no way I could ever do this song justice in any homage.
but here is what popped out of my head.
please enjoy my lousy poem
Darkness in my soul.

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Darkness in my Soul
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You took away my light
Everything had been bright
I have to believe
Everything fell apart at the seems

Darkness is now in my soul
Please hold me
One last time
Before my day grows cold

Do you hear what I am saying?
Can you get me through this day?
This year?
Before everything then turns to tears?

Because of you,
The darkness is now in my soul
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I am going to a Sammy Hagar concert tonight
So I will do another poem
based off of a song from him in the morning.
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Love & Light
Luna