Category: fright


It’s that small ache

That tiny heartbreak

That deep bone sadness

That’s tears one apart

It’s the life of crazy

The life of pain

The fuck all

That makes you go insane

The silence 

The sheep

Laying my head down to sleep

The tears

The lies

The most terrible of goodbyes

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Why the hell should you care

It’s not like I’m a good maiden fair

I’m just here

Hiding the tear

Hiding the fear

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It’s that tiny ache

That rips apart

Leaves one open

To a broken heart

It’s the life of crazy

The life of shame

I can’t even remember 

My own fucking name

The silence

The sheep

Broken soul at my feet

The tears

The lies

I’m too tired to cry.

Anymore.

My arm is bruised
“my gosh are you abused”
No, not anymore.
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“But you have a black eye!”
yup and it is a silly reason
as to why,
so stop looking at me with dread!
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Everything is in your head
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“But…”
No just stop!
I mean it! I wouldn’t lie to you!
You were not there when it WAS true
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Now i am just sick
Put down that phone!
I mean it!
“well I think your laying it on
a little thick. Sick? humph!”
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I remember the times
I had to hide
behind my hair
or under the stair
but that was a long time ago
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It was someone else
I had to fear
not him, do I make myself clear?
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You need to know this
and I am sorry but it’s true
My heart is bad now
and there is nothing
anyone can do.
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Do not be afraid for me
because I am finally happy
and I am used to bruises now
that appear if I shed a tear.
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“But what about him?
He is so big! I am afraid of him!”
Oh silly, he is big this is true
but he can carry me
when I fall without a first clue
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He is big enough to hold me
in arms that won’t let go
when my body tries to fail me
and when I walk real slow.
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I know I look okay
in fact I do look good
but trust me dear
it’s a facade
a falsehood.
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So do not be afraid
of the marks you see on me
all is well in Mialand
so please let it be.