The demon grabs hold again
I try and fail in my sin.
The demon laughs while holding me in place.
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I thought I beat you!
I scream in his face.
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I thought I won!
I thought I was free!
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“Oh dear child
you’ll never beat me”
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His grasp so hard against my frame
Losing sight ,my breath , my name.
He picks me up and cradles me tight
I can barely see his face in my dimming sight.
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Reaching up I stroke his face.
Don’t you know i didnt want to fight you in the first place?
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I remember you from when I was small.
You would pick me up
after a fall.
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Brush off my knees
cuddle me tight
I knew then i would be alright.
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I don’t know what I did for you to hate me so.
But I wish you could
Just let it go.
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I know you wont …
and thats ok
I know In my heart …
that I die today .
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But before you kill me
I want you to know,
I have always dearly
loved you so.
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Each time we fight
Wither I lose or win
All I want is to rebegin
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To that time in the past
Before this hatred that’ll forever last.
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Before the fire and the pain
Please tell me ,
did I ever know your name?
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My hand drops away
from his face.
I surrender myself
in his embrace
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To tired to fight him
No longer caring if I win
Giving up.
Giving in
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I lay here fading
being rocked in his grasp
Giving up my future
Forgetting my past.
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Finally
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Peace at last.
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From far away I hear these words
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“Oh dear child
We’re not through”
“I have never been angry with you”
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“It is with love that I draw my blade
I’m trying to save you
Before it’s to late
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With love that we battle
when I let you win
Oh dear child I’m not your sin.
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Im doing now
what I did back then
I dust you off
wipe the blood from your chin
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I kiss the oweys on your knee
Just as I did when you were wee.
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This time next month
You’ll have forgotten once again
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That I am not your darkness
I am your friend.
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One day we will battle again
fighting until the bitter end
Or until you finally see
Or we are together
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Finally
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Once again.
Scarlet Luna-Mia Lombardi | Luna the moon Rose 