Category: questions


When we first start to fight

we think 

everything is gonna be alright

We havnt realized

how deep our demons hide


We think we are doing good

get more comfy than we should

then our demons come to play

In shock we say no way


They are stronger then we knew

in our depths they grew


Beginning to realize we are wanting them gone

They cling tight 

 say bring it on.


Just hold your breath

don’t give up yet

Take my hand

i’ll help u stand

Grab on to
your closest few

and battle on.


When we first start to deal

We begin to heal

The demons in us cry

I’ll never die!


They will do what they can

To change our plans

They want to always stay

and play
But keep your stand


They’ll- yell and shout

Make us doubt

Try and make us believe

but they deceive


So hold your breath

They are begining to fret

They will make us bleed

But don’t pay heed


Here is a cane and whip

for You to equip

You’ve got this hun

Make them fearful and run.


When they try sneaking back

Conviction they think we lack

They’ll try and force their way back in but hold up your chin

Tou may be shaking in your skin

but know you’ll win.


So grab my hand

I’ll help you stand

Grab on to your worthy few

and carry on.



Do they see the demon I try to hide?

That twisted soul within the light? 

Do they see the shock?

 The sex? The lie? 

So pissed off I want to cry. 


Where oh where did the 

lightworker go? 

wanted to continue as her

 you know. 


Where óh where did she flee? 

Thanks alot bitch. You were part of me! 


Do they see I’m finally together? 

Do they see that I’m finally whole? 

Do they see the shock? The sex? My cry? 

Yeah

I truly believed in the lie.  


I walked thru the fire 

Found those hidden 

..by me.

At least that is what I thought

Thought I was free.


The beast within me clawed me apart.

Tearing me to pieces with no place to start.

Not until I faced the  truth

 denying myself since my youth 


Demons faced 

Thought I stood tall

Until I realized I was about to fall

The beast broke free 

I went over the edge.

Clawing and clawing to hold the ledge.


Falling ..

I shattered…

All over the place.

Falling ..

I shattered. ..

But kept my face. 


Broken I lay there

Trying to breathe.

Broken I awoke

 to learn about me.