Do they see the demon I try to hide?
That twisted soul within the light?
Do they see the shock?
The sex? The lie?
So pissed off I want to cry.
Where oh where did the
lightworker go?
wanted to continue as her
you know.
Where óh where did she flee?
Thanks alot bitch. You were part of me!
Do they see I’m finally together?
Do they see that I’m finally whole?
Do they see the shock? The sex? My cry?
Yeah
I truly believed in the lie.
I walked thru the fire
Found those hidden
..by me.
At least that is what I thought
Thought I was free.
The beast within me clawed me apart.
Tearing me to pieces with no place to start.
Not until I faced the truth
denying myself since my youth
Demons faced
Thought I stood tall
Until I realized I was about to fall
The beast broke free
I went over the edge.
Clawing and clawing to hold the ledge.
Falling ..
I shattered…
All over the place.
Falling ..
I shattered. ..
But kept my face.
Broken I lay there
Trying to breathe.
Broken I awoke
to learn about me.








