Category: terror




Do they see the demon I try to hide?

That twisted soul within the light? 

Do they see the shock?

 The sex? The lie? 

So pissed off I want to cry. 


Where oh where did the 

lightworker go? 

wanted to continue as her

 you know. 


Where óh where did she flee? 

Thanks alot bitch. You were part of me! 


Do they see I’m finally together? 

Do they see that I’m finally whole? 

Do they see the shock? The sex? My cry? 

Yeah

I truly believed in the lie.  


I walked thru the fire 

Found those hidden 

..by me.

At least that is what I thought

Thought I was free.


The beast within me clawed me apart.

Tearing me to pieces with no place to start.

Not until I faced the  truth

 denying myself since my youth 


Demons faced 

Thought I stood tall

Until I realized I was about to fall

The beast broke free 

I went over the edge.

Clawing and clawing to hold the ledge.


Falling ..

I shattered…

All over the place.

Falling ..

I shattered. ..

But kept my face. 


Broken I lay there

Trying to breathe.

Broken I awoke

 to learn about me.


It starts as laughter

Then it starts to creep

This ache that builds up

The itch starts to seep.


The body starts aching

Building with need

Pretending it’s not there 

Not paying it any heed


Body starts craving

Thinking bout misbehaving 

As thoughts start to fade away

The body fills with need. 


Mind starts quaking

Body shaking

You know just what your body is screaming for.  

Sex is what it needs. 


Body takes over

Trying to feed. 

Telling it no

It is just full of greed


It turns on you 

And then you fight the beast. 


Mano a Mano

You fight tooth and nail.

Only knowing. .

You mustn’t fail. 


You fight 

until both are tired

Exhausted beyond breath.

You made it through this time. 

But next time hasn’t happened yet.  


It starts as laughter

Then it starts to creep

This ache that buuilds up

The itch starts to seep.