Scarlet Luna-Mia Lombardi | Luna the moon Rose

I am an introvert.

But here you can not tell.
I’m funny. Witty.
I am out of my shell.

I am an introvert.
I’m quiet, demure and shy.
Someone says hello to me,
I blush as i say hi.

I am an introvert.
Don’t ever say much
Talking? Are you kidding me?
No effing way.

I am an introvert
Unless it’s on the page.
Or by messaging since thats
All the rage.

Forever telling people
In flesh i am not the same.
No seriously! It’s true!
Laugh it up you guys.
Oh whatever! Pff
Lame.

For me…here
Is where my light can shine
Maybe because i use
The voice of my soul here
Not my mind.

Maybe i have it backwards
Who knows…
I can’t tell.
All i know is that in person?
I’m quiet as hell.

So if you ever decide
To meet this girl someday
And all i do is give you an awkward
Hug, smile shyly n say hey.
Before blushing and staring
Off into space…

Just remember these
Written words
That i have written here today
And know that this extrovert?
Is just locked on the page.

💜 Luna.
11-19-19

Do you think its easy

being so nice.  

You believing I’m weak

Because I return a stolen device.
Why so shocked to learn i made sure a girl got her cell phone back

after i realize the thief  needed a quick jack? 

my god? what’s so wrong with that?
do you think

I’m truly that dumb

that clueless?

 to not see? 

how you all laugh at me?
call me stupid straight to my face?

when everybody is yelling

spewing their anger and rage 

all over the place.
do you really think its easy 

to bring everyone down?

to try and make people smile

while they are tearing others down?
some days i hate you all 

and it wouldn’t take much

to revel in it all.  

yet no one wonders 

ever? at all?

Why i bother instead of saying fuck y’all? 
shake it off 

get called stupid and weak.  

watch as you walk away 

saying i only have myself to blame 
oh the thoughts i have 

as i watch you be so cruel

it’s nothing compared to what i can do

there wouldn’t be anything left

once i was done with u. 
there are those in this world

who can attest to this truth.  

you really should be thankful

that I’m nice to you.  
do not mistake me 

for stupid or for a fool 

as i watch you think 

how easy it is to step on me.

 I’m thinking your a tool.  
she won’t do anything!

she is to fucking nice! 

look i just stole from her and lied to her twice! watch i bet i can get her to give me her only meal! 

see? i told u! all she did was yell!

pfft whatever she’s a stupid girl …

well… hell… 
I’ll be the one waving 

a smile on my face.  

bye felicia 

i tried to help you. 

now… it’s too late.