Category: Poetry


Broken Eyes. No more lies, To myself. 

Filed under: Abuse, dispair, Healing, luna's world, luna'sworld, lunawitch15, Poetry, Self realization., Uncategorized — 1 Comment
July 30, 2016

(Extreme sensitive subject)

I look in the mirror

And heave a sigh.

It’s time girl to stop the lies. 

You can do this 

Youve done it before

*

You fought each time 

With your all.

They were big

You are small. 

*

You need to admit

Here and now

That those were not

JUST attacks

At all. 

*

You need to forgive you

For leaving the others behind

After you were taken away 

After that pinch on your skin. 

You took a big chance

Dont you see?

Those people did not win?

Say it sweetie

i know you can

Look in this mirror and take a stand.

*

Looking deep in my own eyes

At a ghost in a shell. 

Emmi girl they were going to 

Do much worse then just drug and rape you . You know this of course. 

Stop hating yourself because you escaped.

But for the others there it was already to late. 

10 hours you walked on freezing bare feet. 

Be proud of what you did hun. 

That was a feat. 

*

I punch the mirror 

It isnt fair!!!

Why oh why did I leave them there?!

Why did I become so lost? 

I couldnt show the cops 

Where those monsters accost?!

*

Sobbing now

I sink to the ground. 

5 rapes in a little over a year.

5 long screams they chose not to hear. 

Two of those, females held you down. 

Laughing as The others went to town. 

You fought hard each time

And each time you bled

It is time 

Can you accept it yet?

You’ve been through worse 

Then this spell. 

To your feet girl

Let’s give them hell…!

No?

Ok 

I understand. 

Hey you in that broken glass

Be proud if yourself

The truth

Came out

At last. 

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Fighting the demon; again.

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The demon grabs hold again
I try and fail in my sin.

The demon laughs while holding me in place.

~

I thought I beat you!

I scream in his face. 

*

I thought I won!

I thought I was free!

~

“Oh dear child 

you’ll never beat me”

*

His grasp so hard against my frame

Losing sight ,my breath , my name. 

He picks me up and cradles me tight

I can barely see his face in my dimming sight. 

*

Reaching up I stroke his face.

Don’t you know i didnt want to fight you in the first place? 

*

I remember you from when I was small. 

You would pick me up

after a fall.

*

Brush off my knees 

cuddle me tight

 I knew then i would be alright. 

 *

I don’t know what I did for you to hate me so.  

But I wish you could 

Just let it go. 

 *

I know you wont …

and thats ok

I know In my heart …

that I die today .

*

 But before you kill me

 I want you to know,

 I have always dearly 

 loved you so. 
*

Each time we fight

Wither I lose or win

All I want is to rebegin

*

To that time in the past

Before this hatred that’ll forever last.

*

Before the fire and the pain

Please tell me ,

did I ever know your name?

*

My hand drops away 

from his face. 

I surrender myself

 in his embrace

 *

To tired to fight him  

No longer caring if I win 

Giving up. 

Giving in
*

I lay here fading 

being rocked in his grasp

Giving up my future

Forgetting my past. 

*

Finally

*

Peace at last. 

*

From far away I hear these words

~

“Oh dear child

We’re not through”

“I have never been angry with you”

*

“It is with love that I draw my blade

I’m trying to save you

Before it’s to late

*

With love that we battle 

when I let you win

Oh dear child I’m not your sin.

*

Im doing now 

what I did back then

I dust you off 

wipe the blood from your chin 

*

I kiss the oweys on your knee 

Just as I did when you were wee.

*

This time next month 

You’ll have forgotten once again

*

That I am not your darkness

I am your friend.  

*

One day we will battle again

 fighting until the bitter end

 Or until you finally see 

Or we are together 

*

Finally 

*

Once again.

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