For so long I have hidden in the shadows Shrinking from the sun Like a vampire on the run. for so long I stayed hidden away watching in envy as others went to play For so long something faded I became jaded At Life. For so long I have been lost in the shadows that had become my savior that had become my only now. For so long.. For so Long... For so Long.... Than I swallowed the Red Pill
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I wish I could describe the gut wrenching terror
That I feel Right now.
The nausea,
The sweat acroos my brow.
I can stare down knives
stare down tormado’s
One snake by my door
and it’s endless horror.
I’m sitting here shaking
the screaming has finally stopped
curled up in a ball
staring at my laptop
my fear is total
it’s out of control
it has compleatly
filled up my soul.
Phobia’s are pointless
but they are there
if I could control them
they wouldn’t be there.
A four foot snake by my ankle
has me frozen in fright
i couldn’t even move
ee ven if it tried to bite.
I’m not sure
how I made through the door
I think the heavons saved me
for thank I so do thank.
My fingers are still shaking
i’m holding my bear
I don’t know what to say
‘sept the fear is still there.
For this I have no answer
on how to stop the pain
this kind of fear is total
it has no name.
Please forgive me
as i go slightly insane.
Scarlet Luna-Mia Lombardi | Luna the moon Rose 