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Call of the muse

Life without meaning
cannot be borne.
We find a mission
to which we’re sworn
– or answer the call
of Death’s dark horn.
Without a gleaning
of purpose in life,
we have no vision,
we live in strife,
– or let blood fall
on a suicide knife.

 

My muse is calling

I must answer once more

to get it all out

my life before.
 

 

To live
 

To Laugh
 

To Love,
 

that can’t be all.
 

 

I must go
 

Answer the call.
 

before I slip
 

Before I fall
 

 

It’s three in the morning

and again

I must write.

Before my tired body

lets me rest

for the night.
 

 

The coyotes are howling

out my window fore

sending chills down my spine

down to the floor.
 

 

so I better say goodnight

and make sure my cat is at the door.

 

 

I wish I could describe the gut wrenching terror

That I feel Right now.

The nausea,

The sweat acroos my brow.

 

 

I can stare down knives

stare down tormado’s

One snake by my door

and it’s endless horror.

 

 

I’m sitting here shaking

the screaming has finally stopped

curled up in a ball

staring at my laptop

 

 

my fear is total

it’s out of control

it has compleatly

filled up my soul.

 

 

Phobia’s are pointless

but they are there

if I could control them

they wouldn’t be there.

 

 

A four foot snake by my ankle

has me frozen in fright

i couldn’t even move

ee ven if it tried to bite.

 

 

I’m not sure

how I made through the door

I think the heavons saved me

for thank I so do thank.

 

 

My fingers are still shaking

i’m holding my bear

I don’t know what to say

‘sept the fear is still there.

 

 

For this I have no answer

on how to stop the pain

this kind of fear is total

it has no name.

 

 

Please forgive me

as i go slightly insane.