Tag Archive: sadness


Why I am so blue

Filed under: dispair, family, Illness, Living, Poetry, poetry challange — 8 Comments
April 27, 2011

I am blue

because this is what

I’ve been trying to do.

I’ve been wrighting articles

to make some cash

Because after bills

there is non of that.

But I havn’t heard anything back

I’ve been trying to sell

my antique stuff

Because I can no longer

bother,

Trying to dust.

I had to split my book

into two

so I’ve been reformatting

and it’s all so new.

Here is the one

that is the worst

I used to be someone

and now I am trying to prove

all that I had done.

Writing letters

to strangers  all day long

asking for help

so when I am gone

My girls

will know that I wasn’t just

a brain damaged

heart and body broke

song.

So I am blue

Because

I just don’t know

what to do

to make it all come true.

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Just because I left

Filed under: Children, Living, Love, Poetry — 15 Comments
March 14, 2011

(  I pulled this out of my old poetry book, ‘Tangled Lies,Soft Sighs & Alibies” in homage to my daughter who is far from home, but is close to my heart.)

 Just because I left

don’t mean I don’t love you

 Just because I left

it doesn’t mean i don’t care

 Just because I left

don’t mean

I’m not your little girl anymore.

I need my mommy

I need My dad

 Just because I left

it don’t mean I’m not sad.

We all have dreams we want to follow

We all have things we want to share

When I wake from bad dreams

I still want you there.

I wanted to stay

I needed to go

What was I supposed to do?

I don’t know.

I left..

But I love you so.

Please don’t get angry

Please dont be sad

I’m still your little girl

and I need my mom and dad.

I love you both

till the end of time.

 

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